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We carried the new double mattress up three narrow flights of stairs and he flopped sweaty and red-faced backwards onto it.
I imagined him reaching out to me in passion – and he did.
We were still in the honeymoon phase at this point, literally and figuratively. I could barely get the words out over the lump in my throat. I could never walk away because my partner was struggling with something like But it turned out my positive response was short lived. By now I was worried that sex wasn't in the picture at all. I spent a few days online reassuring myself that cross-dressers were often heterosexual. When the enormous box arrived in the mail he was floored. I convinced myself that partnerships are about so much than sex.
We were laying side by side looking at the ceiling after another quick and unsatisfying interlude – which I'd gotten used to, somehow. We were best friends and I decided I didn't need more.
He would wear lingerie under his clothes and was ready to go at all times. That's when I realized that he didn't notice I had a problem that I couldn't fix alone.
The first time he dressed for bed in his finery he looked ready for a black tie gala. As he reached for me I pulled away – unsure of how to feel.
But I then carefully corrected myself and embraced him. His smooth muscular chest was covered in a lace corset.
But instead of breaking in the bed, he drew me towards him in a way that can only be described as chaste. My parents had a house in Provincetown, MA which was a mecca for sexual freedom and the accessories to support personal choice. At home he gently hung each item in our shared closet.
"This will be so much more comfortable," he told me. Fast forward several years, and the conversation that ended our marriage began like this:"There is something I need to tell you – something I have never told anyone before," he said. And then he flat-out said it: "I can only get turned on if I am in women's clothes."this would end our relationship. Even though I knew cross-dressing was not a bad thing, the news struck me like a diagnosis of cancer or depression. Together we even went to a store which specialized in women's wear for men. I looked at his sequins and patent pumps and realized he was better outfitted than I was.